i promise you;

i don't know how it came to this. screw you, mood swings.

somehow when i shuffle my music, the first song is always a TSTM song. today, it began with 'attack'. one of my favourite TSTM songs. thank you, music shuffle for lighting up my cloudy head. been feeling heavy headed lately. and stubborn. and annoyed. and confused. and irritable. i snap easily and frowning comes to quick to me nowadays.

haven't had a fruitful one month break. the days drawled by so slowly when it first started, now they're flying faster than you can say hullaballoo. met up with friends, got annoyed at friends who aren't friends anymore, found new friends, discovered that other people who i never expected to care, actually do care.

"maybe i'm just dreaming out loud."

had our usual brownie tradition yesterday, with rachel ho wye fern and low ii shan, the two people i've met last year who have never made me feel like a sore thumb of any sort, and i love them to bits. we had our fake birthday thing again, it's become an annual thing, since our birthdays are three days in a row. so awesome that we're all such good friends too.

our brownie was less than perfect, burnt, to be exact, but we had so much fun!

we had jojo chilli pan mee first, cos we all crave noodles like that ;) popped by a pet shop after that to look at puppies. saw a siberian husky, in all its glory. smooth fur, huge in stature, and those gorgeous blue eyes staring back coolly. i want a husky now.

headed back to my house for the baking, didn't take too long to get everything done since there were three of us there anyway.

rachel adding the toppings.

before it went in..

..when it came out.

iishan lighting the three candles signifying the three of us :)

rachel first, since her birthday's on the 7th,

iishan next, cos his is on the 8th,

me last cos mine is on the 9th! funny how our faces look exactly the same while blowing out the candles. :p

super sweet sugarrushed brownie with a nice dollop of sunnyside farms triple premium vanilla ice cream! :D

it was so good we finished it all! (ahahahaha no i kid i kid, it was so burnt we had to throw the edges away.)

rachel going into labour after consuming the burnt sugary treat, iishan playing the role of the impatient husband. i think i was supposed to be the midwife but i ended up snapping photos instead. :p

the beauty of self timer. and we were fooling around with the fake-looking overly waxed giant green apples in my house so we grabbed them and made them part of the picture. :D

 rachel :)

iishan :)

burnt brownies have never tasted so good. ;)

starting to learn to thank God for everything, all over again. God is good. :')