sparkly things.

i'm about 60% done with my ccs assignment and my brain is acting up on me. finally finished my lit review, which is the utmost confusing part, and now i can't seem to give my opinion on the whole research paper because i'm afraid i'll end up doing a conclusion instead. GAHHH I WANT TO KILL SOMETHING.

speaking of killing, i was so close to smashing my car into something smaller than a tin can. i was happily bounding around, reversing my car, filling a bucket, grabbing a sponge, had my hair in a ponytail, all ready to wash my rain and dust stained vitz. i wanted to lift my wipers so i could wash my windscreen. then the worst thing happened.

if you've known me for awhile now, you'd know i have this simple tiny white gold bracelet on my left wrist which i've worn for like forever when i got it. well, this little piece of shiny got caught on the edge of my bonnet by the windscreen and i didn't notice, when i lifted it it just went "SNAP" and everything happened in slow motion. the tiny bits flew e-v-e-r-y-w-h-e-r-e. i stood there, dumbfounded for ten seconds and then cried my eyeballs out. like, how was i suppose to fix it?

it took me about an hour to calm down and actually find all the pieces. i crawled, jumped, pulled, poked everything and everywhere. a few were in my car bonnet and i begged God to not let it be stuck in my engine somewhere. after all the blood (i scraped my knew crawling and sliding around), sweat and tears, i finally gathered everything back. something tells me God actually opened my eyes to find them, i didn't expect them to pop up so easily. Thank you God.

so now i just have to get it fixed. unfortunately it wasn't the clasp that broke, it broke right in the middle so i have no idea if it even can be fixed.

I really need help right now.

watched this video, it's not really a video, it's just a jason mraz song with lyrics. he posted a note about this song on fb recently, and turns out he wrote it for his "prettiest friend" back in 2004. that friend is his fiancee now, listening to it makes me want to cry. so so sweet.




have a happy wednesday!